time trapped

"Waste not time searching for happiness.
Freeze frame time,
Still the moment, and observe the happiness
that already surrounds you."

It's a Sunday! I have fallen asleep as though, I have rested in peace. Therefore, I have missed the first of the nine Morning masses. Traditionally, if i would not be able to have a complete attendance of the masses, I make it a point to attend the first day. Aside from this, it is also my mom's birthday. (Happy Birthday, MOM! I love you - you're the best!)


Yesterday, i was so pissed off. I was counting on the auto save feature of this site. It failed me. I was fininshed writing my blog and did the usual - clicked the "publish now" and viewed my page. Only to find out that I have published an empty page. No matter how I tried to track the stuff that i have written, only blank spaces appear. What does it say? There are things in life, that once lost, they could never be recovered.


Actually, there are a handful of them. Time leads them all.


When time is lost, everything in every moment follows. The laughter, the tears and the touch. It will leave you in wonder of the memories and what-could-have-beens. There are just a lot of things to do and time is not enough. It makes us seize the moment. There are no auto save features to rely on.


I have wondered in the many what-could-have-beens in my life. There are lot of things that I let go with time, thinking that it will only pass me by without leaving a void in my heart. I just have to make the most out what is now, because tomorrow it will be yesterday.