Oh my! I thought it will be forever. Finally, I was able to write again.
I had been a bum for two weeks...deprived myself of the web. I guess I had the time of my life to take off from the world first.
I have new job. Stricter than the previous...no internet access. Just the tools being used for the operations...very limiting...but i have to put my heart into it. Frustrating because I failed my first exam, but that was it. No second takes, but there is still tomorrow to come, anyway.
:-( I miss my friends...blogging, Friendster, Facebook and the free coffee.
This would just do for now.
Monday, March 17, 2008
missed tech girl
Thursday, February 28, 2008
dating me
The Sonnet
Deliberate Gentle Love Dreamer (DGLD)
Romantic, hopeful, and composed. You are the Sonnet. Get it? Composed?
Sonnets want Love and have high ideals about it. They're conscientious people, caring & careful. You yourself have deep convictions, and you devote a lot of thought to romance and what it should be. This will frighten away most potential mates, but that's okay, because you're very choosy with your affections anyway. You'd absolutely refuse to date someone dumber than you, for instance.
Lovers who share your idealized perspective, or who are at least willing to totally throw themselves into a relationship, will be very, very happy with you. And you with them. You're already selfless and compassionate, and with the right partner, there's no doubt you can be sensual, even adventurously so.
You probably have lots of female friends, and they have a special soft spot for you. Babies do, too, at the tippy-top of their baby skulls.
Always avoid: The 5-Night Stand (DBSM), The False Messiah (DBLM), The Hornivore (RBSM), The Last Man on Earth (RBSD)
Consider: The Loverboy (RGLM)
Link: The Online Dating Persona Test @ OkCupid - free online dating.
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
coffee crumbles
What is your occupation? - HR soon to be a bum.
What color are your socks right now? - sock-less.
What are you listening to right now? - airconditioning sytem.
What was the last thing that you ate? - tocino...tocilog.
Can you drive a stick shift? - hate driving, love the car...
If you were a crayon, what color would you be?- no other than PINK.
Last person you spoke to on the phone? - Ponz
Do you like the person who sent this to you? - of course, love that girl.
Favorite drink? - coke.
What is your favorite sport to watch? - world pool championships.
Have you ever dyed your hair? - yeah, last week.
Dog name - geisha belle, snowy, strike, baby doll and bruno.
Favorite food? - anything non-veggie. i eat veggies, too, but on a taster's level only.
Last movie you watched? - on my pc only: we were soldiers. a mel gibson war classic.
Favorite Day of the year? - rainy days and mondays always get me down
What do you do to vent anger? - write. classic love songs. bed. emote.
What was your favorite toy as a child? - kitchen set.
What is your favorite, fall or spring? - summer.
Hugs or kisses? - xoxo - lots of both.
What kind of pie? - pizza pie. still a pie, right?
Do you want your friends to email you back? - of course. communication is a 2-way process.
Who is most likely to respond?- some only.
Who is least likely to respond? - my sis
Living arrangements? - scattered and unarranged.
When was the last time you cried? - a few hours ago. just a few teardrops of hapiness, though.
What is on the floor of your closet? - nothing. the bottom is empty.
Who is the friend you have had the longest that you are sending this to? - i am gonna blog this.
The friend you have known the shortest amount of time that you are sending this to? - none.
Favorite smell? - newly changed bedsheets and his worn shirt.
What inspires you? - everything that happens inspires me to go on.
What are you afraid of? - ghosts and other unfamiliar animals.
Plain, cheese or spicy hamburgers? - spicy.
Favorite car? - nothing in particular.
Favorite cat breed? - pusakal.
Number of keys on your key ring? - 2
How many years at your current job? - almost 2 years.
Favorite day of the week? - wednesday. like today.
How many provinces have you lived in? - 2
How many countries have you been to? - 1
***thanks marie. i was able to pass time away, while my slideshow is buffering. yeah, i am making a very, very special slideshow, which i will soon send you. Hehehe! you know what it is.
Thursday, February 21, 2008
up karma down
I am gonna miss my long hair...goodbye split ends and tangles. Of course, I am not gonna miss being pissed off every morning when I am trying to look decent and not some frustrated bold starlet of the 60's. :-) hehe!
I am looking forward to long hours of travel today. I will be seeing calming sights of the countryside. Vangie and I will be coming over to Nabas to attend Divine's burial tomorrow. For the last time, I am gonna send off my friend to her corporal resting place. How I wish she could have seen my reddish hair. For sure, she will say, "Ate, ang arte mo talaga!!!" Someday, we will see each other in the most beautiful state.
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The bygone wrongs bring forth sorrows and woes The bygone right breeds bliss. "This is the doctrine of Karma.”
What goes around comes around. This is the law of cause and effect. I came accross an article explaining how Karma works. Somehow, I had been skeptical about it, believing only that vengeance is not ours. Well, not ours really, but fate has a way of picking us up from the fall or pulling us down when we are way up there and out of control. It could either show its effect immediately, or its gonna exhaust its strength in the future. I am enlightened and encouraged to do more good. It is like banking for the future. It is an assurance more than Social Security could ever provide.
In the next lifetime, what entitiy would I be? Of course I don't wanna be an ape!!! Bloody hell! Ang panget, uy! I wanna be a butterfly. A princess butterfly. Colorful, free-flying and an agent of pollenation. Beauty with a purpose, huh.
Whatever. Just feeling queer. Hope to get a little lucky today.
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
girlandia
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Finally, i had my hair done. Thanks to Dexter, my stylist who refused to cut my hair short. No more bad hair days. Only, flippin' and bangin' my red head. The color was actually Dex's choice - a combination of Ash Brown and Burgundy, so when highlighted, it produces a golden, reddish radiance. In short, it's Christmas in February! Falala-lala-lalah!
I had been pretty busy lately. Busy catching up with rest and sleep during the day. I feel rejuvenated. Now, no more sleepless days. I had more time watching downloaded movies. I had the chance to watch my favorite mushy flicks again, which includes, Sweet Home Alabama,Freaky, Friday, Fools Rush In, Mean Girls and of course, ConAir!
And I get to watch something new, too. In The Land of Women.
It is actually a 2007 film where Adam Brody (Carter). plays the role of a heartbroken young man who decides to take time off by hibernating in a suburban place with his grandmother. Aside from taking the responsibility of taking care of his folk, he gets to meet Meg Ryan (Sarah) and her daughters which got him caught up in an emotional web.
It gave me some thoughts to figure out. There aren't enough men in the world. All through my school days, the ratio of girls versus boys is 2:1. The bi's and the gays are flourishing, so that is a big loss to the machismo population. This makes a land of women, indeed. Now, would it be okay for all women to share their men with the others? How I wish I could say, I don't mind, but if I would readily agree to this, I am definitely out of my mind. (No way, Jose!!!)
How about being a woman? Men thinks its easy being us. Why not go through a post partum? Or give birth to a nine-pound baby, naturally? Perhaps, they would learn to behave themselves, and know when to pop their balls out of their pants. I do not mean to generalize, but this is a bitter reality - men are just boys grown tall.
Too little men. Too little time. Love 'em. Keep 'em for as long as you can.
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
day of hearts
Valentine had never been this special.
The past weeks weren't so kind. I have cried so much. I have lost so much. The only thing that I wanted for today is a good day's sleep with peace in my heart.
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(My new Valentine babies from Ponz - Gaussian & Gradient.)Here's a valentine message in a story: Thanks to Warrior of the Light
Gerson Luiz tells the story of a rose that longed for the company of the bees, but none would come to her. Even so, the flower was still capable of dreaming. When she felt all alone, she would imagine a garden filled with bees that came to kiss her. And so she managed to resist until the next day, when she opened her petals again. “Aren’t you tired?” someone must have asked her.
“No. I have to go on fighting,” answered the flower.
“Why?”
"Because if I don't open up, I wither."
Monday, February 11, 2008
my 16 PF result
| Cattell's 16 Factor Test Results
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personality tests by similarminds.com
Therefore, I conclude that I am a warm, intellectual, lively, dutiful, assertive, abstract, introverted and independent person.
Did it say beautiful?....Why not?
Did it say beautiful?....Why not?
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